耶稣是我的避难所

I got headhunted!!!

2006-03-03T15:07:00.000+08:00

HaHa, yesterday I received a call from a head hunting company.She said she got my contact from her network and she is representing a MNC to hunt for a trainer.And she is interested to meet up with me. Wow, first time I really feel so great! HeHe

2006-01-26T16:05:00.000+08:00

是你变了吗? 还是时间久了, 感情由浓转淡? 不是应该在一起越久, 了解更深吗? 不是这样子的吗? 为什么我越来越不了解你? 还是我从来没有真正认识你? 当激情退潮后, 生日, 一切的纪念日已经变得不再重要, 浪漫更是奢求.

今天真的很烦! 很多事都不在我们的掌控之中, 人类的力量是有限的, 除了祷告, 还是要祷告!

小故事一则

2006-01-23T16:24:00.000+08:00

有一故事講到一位年輕人，他擁有一棟極漂亮的房子。有一日，主耶穌來敲門，這年輕人就邀請耶穌入住他的家。第二天早上，魔鬼也來敲門要硬闖這人的房子，他就與魔鬼整天搏鬥，到了晚上，年輕人才勉強把魔鬼推出去。他筋疲力盡後，突然醒悟：耶穌在我家中，為何不幫助我呢？他就去找耶穌，主說：孩子，在這房子中我只是客人。他說：噢，主啊，我知道我犯了錯誤，我現在把整棟房子交給你，從今天起我要住在你家。到了第二天早上，魔鬼又來了，但當魔鬼看見是耶穌站在門口，牠就說：「對不起，我敲錯門了！」惟有當我們全然倚靠生命的主，才能在生命的戰場上得勝。

很多时候我们都会像故事中的年轻人一样, 明明知道耶稣就在身边, 却自己苦苦的与魔鬼拼搏. 用意志力和道德观念来对抗试探, 吃力不讨好.

Confused!!!

2006-01-16T18:03:00.000+08:00

oh, gosh! My colleague's wedding clash with church camp!!! She invited me to become her 'ji mui'. Where should I go? We should put GOD first in everything. But I really hope to go to her wedding. Sigh...... Is there any solution for me?

我的blogger的标题是"耶稣是我的避难所", 可是我究竟有没有真正的在主里安歇???

Welcome 2006!

2006-01-05T17:16:00.000+08:00

New year, New hope, New start!

Dear father in heaven,

Hi, long time didn't seek for you already. Father, grant me the preservarance in my relationship with you, in my family, in my career, and in my human relationship!

Lord, be with me all the time and be my guidance, my comforter, my teacher. Teach me to become a good wife, daughter, sister, fren, employee ......

Hope to produce one soul this year, eventhough we always said financial not stable yet.

YOGA class

2005-12-14T10:41:00.000+08:00

3pm fly to Kuching. Tomorrow fr Kuching fly to KK. Friday fly back to KL. I will be flying......

Had BBQ at my hometown Sunday nite with all the kids. At the end I have a chance to bbq my own make Johor 'otak-otak'.

God loves me! I supposed to start a Yoga class with my colleague last Thursday. A week before the date, I started to call up to the intructor and arranged for the class. Everything is well settled except we need to pay in advance RM120 on the first lessons. So, I get myself prepared for this Yoga class. On Sunday morning, as usual we went to church, when pastor was preaching, he talked about the book of revelation, the 7 churches lah, their good and bad lah, a lot...... Suddenly he said: " Let me quoted you an example, Yoga, a lot of christian thought that it is a physical exercise, but it actually originated with a anti-christian philosophy. It also leaves one open to your enemy. I didn't tell anyone that I'm going for a Yoga class except How Wei. Oh, oh, cannot go liao! But I still have not make up my mind whether want to quit or not! I have promised my colleague already, and they need 10 person in a class, if not the instructor will not open a class for us! The next morning, I talked to one of my christian colleague who is joining the class also. She said why not I also checked with my pastor, at least we have second opinion. Then her pastor reply her with an article. After reading the article, 3 of us decided not to join any Yoga class anymore. My poor other colleague, they have to pay extra RM30 each person in order to start the class smoothly. Sorry ya! I'm not purposely did that lah!

Attached herewith the article.

Question: "What is the Christian view of yoga?"

Answer: For many Christians in the West who don't understand the history behind it, yoga is simply a means of physical exercise, and strengthening and improving flexibility of the muscles. However, the philosophy behind yoga is much more than physically improving oneself. It is an ancient practice derived from India, believed to be the path to spiritual growth and enlightenment.
The word "yoga" means "union," and the goal is to unite one's transitory (temporary) self with the infinite Brahman, the Hindu concept of "God." This "God" is not a literal being, but is an impersonal spiritual substance that is one with nature and the cosmos. This view is called "pantheism," the belief that everything is God, and that reality consists only of the universe and nature. Because everything is God, the yoga philosophy makes no distinction between man and God.
Hatha yoga is the aspect of yoga which focuses on the physical body through special postures, breathing exercises, and concentration or meditation. It is a means to prepare the body for the spiritual exercises, with less obstacles, in order to achieve enlightenment. The practice of yoga is based on the belief that man and God are one. It is little more than self-worship disguised as a high level of spirituality.
The question becomes, is it possible for a Christian to isolate the physical aspects of yoga as simply a method of exercise, without incorporating the spirituality or philosophy behind it? I don't believe so. Yoga originated with a blatantly anti-Christian philosophy, and that philosophy has not changed. It teaches one to focus on oneself instead of on the one true God. It encourages its participants to seek the answers to life's difficult questions within their own conscience instead of in the Word of God. It also leaves one open to deception from God's enemy, who searches for victims that he can turn away from God (1Peter 5:8).
Whatever we do should be done for God's glory (1Corinthians 10:31), and we would be wise to heed the words of the apostle Paul: "Fix your thoughts on what is true and honorable and right. Think about things that are pure and lovely and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise" (Philippians 4:8, NLT).

是祢带领着我得胜

2005-12-06T14:42:00.000+08:00

在祢爱里我要宣告, 我软弱得改变,
在祢爱里我要宣告祢是王,
在祢爱里我要宣告我不在罪中打转, 是祢带领着我得胜.
靠着耶稣得胜! 靠着耶稣得胜! 终此生要靠着主爱去得胜
靠着耶稣得胜! 靠着耶稣得胜! 不必惧怕挫败, 深知主爱更广阔
是祢带领着我得胜!

2005-12-01T19:03:00.000+08:00

一日之计在于晨;
一年之计在于春.

又是到了一年的尾声了, 只剩下一个月, 新的一年已经悄悄的在前面等候着. 每个人都希望明年会更好, 新的一年会带来新的盼望, 事实是否真的如此? 从去年1226的大海啸开始, 到禽流感, 许许多多的天灾人祸证明了

人应该在神的慈爱与怜悯当中得到盼望, 永生的盼望......

我只希望上帝可以在多给点时间. 还有很多我爱和爱我的人都还没有信主啊! 一定要好好加油!

我的家人,我的朋友, 我们一定要在天堂相遇喔!

2005-11-29T18:16:00.000+08:00

I'm now waiting for my husband to come and fetch me back. I wish I have a pair of wings now! Then I can fly back to my house to watch TV programme lah, to prepare dinner lah, to shower lah. Hmm, how nice!

Boss not around since last Friday till today. I can 'curi-curi' go upstair and chat with my gang of colleagues but not too much lah. Still preparing my training manuals for MR. A bit sad. They just want to follow their old ways, old thoughts, old settings. People who work long in a company normally don't accept changes easily. My actual job responsibilities is to execute what the 2 big man plan. But sometimes they really dont know what is TRAINING all about! Training is not just reading what is in the power point presentation slide. We should cover more areas not only those stupid n not practical teory. I seriously think that we should sharpen their customer service skills, communication skills, change management, challenge their old self.

(Never give up!) x 3. An obstacle is another good opportunity to learn.

Quoted from Bible, very useful.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.

(Prov. 3: 5,6)

Brought my wedding photos to office. They said my hubby very good looking wo! What do u think?

I'm a WOMAN now!

2005-11-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

After wedding 29 days. Nothing different. Just feel awkward to call his parents. Need lots of practice. "Papa... Mama..." "Papa... Mama..." "Papa... Mama..."

My birthday was on 2 Nov. No celebration. Sigh! My husband is that type of guy, you know, must tell him exactly what you likes, what you wants, then only he will know how to do. I said no need to buy me anything, ended up, I really get NOTHING. "#%*@$%#"

Nothing much really happened. Life is like having no ideas! Except my boss has temporary move me down to the other floor. My department got no enough place to sit. New comer always got bulied. I'm like an abandoned child. The best thing is you can do your own stuffs. When can I get a permanet place? When? Temporary means how long?

God, grant me a heart, a whole-hearted H-E-A-R-T. Amen!

Sad

2005-09-30T18:24:00.000+08:00

Reached KLIA about 3 pm. Went back fr KK & Sandakan. Conducted 2 trainings there.

Today i read my husband's blog. Feel so sad that I really dont understand him. Since i refused to go to our previous church, he was so mad about me and started to stay away from me. I just want to be happy! I dont like their management! Pastor will always right??? I'm so far away from his thought. Sometimes we really cannot talk to each other, sure will ended up with quarreling. I'm also tired of it! I know we love each other so much but somehow we are so difficult to accept our different opinions. I know I'm very easy to get angry with him. I just cant stand him sometimes! I need adequate freedom! I know, I know, he did all for my good sake. But I do have my own view. Try hard! Must achieve my target, no quarreling!

So long never talk to God! Dont know how to describe my feeling right now. Am I still believe in Him? Am I still depend on Him? This whole week I was staying alone in a hotel. Actually I scared to sleep alone. Scared of things are unseen in the hotel's room. I think that is the moment that I need Him most, I started to hold the bible and reading the Psam that will make me feel peace. Lord, how? What should I do? Sometimes I think I'm just using you as my protecter, to 实现 all my wishes. Lord, tell me how to love you and other people more???

My New Job

2005-09-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

Just went back fr my Melaka trip, tired lah! Train the market representative there! But compare with my ex-company, this one easier a lot! I no need to take care of the booking of hotel, no need to do market visit, no need to make payment, etc.

Quite like my new company. Although i just join 1 week only, but i quite like the environment here. Good benefit, flexsible, Friday can wear Jeans, can surf net (outside of my company website)....... And my boss was approved my leave! Ah, so scare that i can't apply leave for my marriage. Luckily my boss is kind enough to allow me to have one week leave.

婚前四十天

2005-09-07T15:27:00.000+08:00

好久没写网上日记了. He He, 不好意思, 有点懒. Hai... 要结束我没有做工的日子了. 因为我已经找到工作了. 是在F&N Coca Cola当Sales Trainer. 明天正式上班!感谢主!

离结婚只剩下一个月了!很快. 所以这几次回家时,妈妈都会灌输我一些做人媳妇的大道理. 还说结婚过后是"大人"了,不可以再乱发小姐脾气.她简直是过分担心了嘛!我这么"乖". (Pai se lah) 而且还嘱咐我结婚后要比我的未来家婆早起. 天啊!浩伟的妈妈早上五点起床, 那我不是要四点起身???

老实说, 是蛮担心的. 注册一年半了,我一直扮演着浩伟的妻子这个角色. 结婚后, 我除了是妻子,我还是媳妇,是嫂嫂,是舅母,是......很多很多. 我从此嫁入这个家庭, 去适应这整个家族. 不哓得这是不是我可以胜任的.

Nothing

2005-08-22T16:10:00.000+08:00

Just went back for a facial and body slimming programme. I have been wraped by the beauty consultant, so now I'm like a "mu4 nai3 yi1". Difficult to move freely.
Received a call fr CSA, big big company le! Wah, if they employ me, good man. But now already phobia to interview. Keep on answering the same question, tired.
Sigh...... When can I get a job? Oh, GOD! End of August liao, really hope will start work on September. Luckily my husband still can support me. Although sometime he is a bit "lo so", but still consider him as a good husband.

盈盈求工记

2005-08-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

昨天上午心情十分沉重. 呆在家快要整个月了, 太无聊了. 原来没有做工是痛苦万分的. 人生的目的究竟何在? 所以禁不住责问上帝为何不答复我的祷告, 帮助我尽快找到工作. 当时我坐在客厅的咖啡桌前, 忽然我把头向后一转, 目光不偏不倚的停留在桌上不知何时已被翻开的"标竿人生"的其中一个段落. 书中写到: 当先知哈巴谷以为神未如期动工, 而感到意志消沉时, 神这样说: "...... 实现的日期还没有到. 但是时候就要到了, 我所指示给你的很快就要实现. 你也许会觉得太慢, 但是等着吧, 事情一定发生, 且不耽延." 延迟, 不是神的否定. 看到这节文章, 顿时让我释怀. 是的. 上帝是怜悯的, 是信实的. 它知道什么对我们最好, 什么时机是最恰当, 我们只要耐心等候, 必定寻着.